confession of a single girl.. (not a self-promo ok!)

yesterday,my emotion was kinda distracted..
i dunno whats buggin me inside..
hmm..mood swing kali..
biasala..girl thing...
mok mlukis pun xda mood..so i just scriblin abt..
then, aku x tauk mok polah pa gik..
ku pun bukak la kotak ajaib sbelah katel..
then i found this:

omg..kenangan silam duhal..
its been 4 years but till then, i found it hard to trust love again..
haha..what a cliche..
kak no, kak wani n mien suroh ku carik boyfren..
cdak pdh time ku grade lak mesti dah da boyfren neman ku..
bah bah..giney tok owh..
tinggal brapa bulan gik nak grade tok..
but im not making any progress..
sdgkan cdak 3 dah btuka2 boyfren..isk..
aduh eh..knk susah glak aku mok bukak ati ku tok owh..
ingat senang ka nak carik boyfren..

according to cekgu mena (2006),time kat universiti la best..byk org laki ensem..skati ktk org mileh jak..

aie, xda pun mek nemu nak ensem gilak ya tek cekgu?mun ada pun, muka jak ensem..tapi hal2 lain x pat pakey..
hmm, mun dah susah gilak,
ku upah jak la sapa2 jadi boyfren ku time grade lak..
ahakz...it shud be easy hoh..
whoopsy! syfazidawaty,its not dat easy!
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pasya nak, i dug up more n more..n to my surprise,
there’s a brilliant words hidden inside my books..
but, i dunno who write it..
it says:
“no body is ever alone. dont u know dat every gust of wind are words of wisdom.
every sound of nature are communications.
we just hv to stay alert.
dats y people get close to nature whenever they want peace.
nature provide us peace and wisdom.
plus, a true companion.
so, why sad..listen to nature and sing d tune of mother nature.
u’ll find true peace dat unreveal.
god had plan 4 each and everyone of us.
so, be patient and faith.
ur happiness will come without u know it..”
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at d end of d day, i’ve summarized:
+syfazidawaty moderately happy being single+
hvg love inside our heart is not a guarantee to be happy..
am i rite?
mun da jodoh, ada..mun x, x la owh..

kak ina n me..a happy ‘single’ girl…hehe!(tp dlm ati..sapa tauk..)haha!matilahh..

*wink wink*

=)

eh, lupak tek..

I survived without boyfren! (idea adapted from bro audio n bro onggon)