perkara yang ktkorg x perasan or saja x perasan..

everytime im home n entered my parent’s room..i oweyz love to read a piece of paper glued on my parent’s room wall…it gives me such a happy feeling ala2 syok sendiri..dis paper stood there 4 ages ..n i dunno who print it out, don’t have any citation n I don’t hv any idea where dis fact comes from..u guys proceed 2 read it n it never fails left me feelin syok sendiri..hehe!
here is d re-type version:

*sekurang2nya ada 5 org dlm dunia ini menyayangi anda dan sanggup mati kerana anda*
+aie, mena ka?best eh..sapa owh?+

*sekurang2nya ada 15 org dlm dunia ini menyayangi anda dalam beberapa cara*
+at least 15 org ka?ku rasa ku pun lebih 15 org la..whoopsy!+

*sebab utama seseorg membenci anda kerana dia ingin menjadi seperti anda*
+biar bena..aku bukan best gilak pun..tp nang best juak la..+

*senyuman daripada anda boleh membawa kebahagiaan kepada seseorg wpun dia tidak menyukai anda*
+aku xda keja lain la pastok, senyum jak keja ku..+

*setiap malam ada seseorg mengingati anda sebelum dia tidur*
+aduh…syok ehh…sweet dream…zZz..+

*anda amat bermakna dlm hidup seseorg*
+nang bena..bukan jak org, tp aku pun amat bermakna dlm hidup pusak2 ku..+

*kalau bukan kerana anda, seseorg itu tidak akan bahagia*
+I just knew it dat im very important in someone’s life…errr…+

*anda seseorg yg istimewa dan unik*
+hehe!aok, aku sorg jak anak cekgu wan busrah bnama syaryfah fazidawaty+

*seseorg yg tidak anda ketahui menyayangi anda*
+aie..mena ka?siapa?sila angkat tangan!+

*apabila anda membuat kesilapan yg sgt besar, ada hikmah di sebaliknya*
+owh..tuk tauk ku..mak ku salu mdh tuk bah..+

*sekiranya anda merasa dipinggirkan, fikirlah semula. mungkin anda yg meminggirkan mereka*
+aok owh..pa coba ku pk skali gik..+

*apabila anda terfikir anda tidak mempunyai peluang mendptkan sesuatu yg anda ingini, mungkin anda tidak akan memperolehinya. tetapi sekiranya anda percaya pada diri sendiri lambat-laun anda akan memperolehinya*
+yeah..i oweyz believe on myself..but sometime I don’t..+

*kenangilah segala pujian yg anda terima. lupakanlah segala maki hamun, caci & cela*
+tuk la slalu nyuroh ku senyum sorg koh..+

*jgn takut utk meluahkan perasaan anda. anda akan merasa senang bila seseorg mengetahuinya*
+I wish I could..but im a reserved person when it comes to heart thingy+

biar jak ku luah perasaan atas kertas jak owh..x nebes gilak..hehe!

*sekiranya anda mempunyai sahabat baik, ambillah masa utk memberitahunya yg dialah yg terbaik. hanya seminit diperlukan utk mendapat sahabat baik, sejam utk menghargainya, sehari utk menyayanginya, tp sepanjang hidup utk melupakannya. ambillah sedikit masa dan anda sudah pasti memberi keceriaan kepada seseorg atau mungkin mengubah hidup mereka kepada yg lebih baik*
+to amiena, imah, kak no, wani, kak sa, kak ina, miejah, mbok ewa n mbok inn…u guys r my soulmate..thanks 4 staying by my side when im in need..u guys rock!thank god 4 gvg me such a great person like u guys..u guys r d best!muahhh!+

*sekiranya anda adalah seorg pelajar unimas, segeralah pulang ke kampus kerana cuti dah abis..*
+waaaaa!x mok!+

*wink wink*

behind the scene

by yarn request, i upload some more behind d scene pics...

yarn, layannn....

is dat me?d bridesmaid?err...

tepung tawar was abt 2 get started

pity wiwin, she's sweatin a lot..

berdah or hardah oo..im not sho..

sis ewa n ellis..

sian miak kecik tuk..

i like dis nenek's face..

ham, me n imah..childhood frens..

ham, imah, salimah n ani..thanks 4 coming.. =)


family n frenssss....

presents unwrapping scene..

d most special present...kek laskar cinta dari bala dewa = haji ejump! thanks pok! pok ado sense of baking cake juak duhal owh.. =)

of course u guys noe dis rite?hehe..

k yarn..cukup x?mun gik mok, agak mek umah jak owh..hehe!

*wink wink wink*

=)

mbok inn's big day! =)

what can i say 4 d past 3 days, i led a hectic life..

hehe!eventho im very tired doin all d preparation but i enjoyed it d most!

thank god, everythin was goin smoothly...

here is some of d pics, d 1st n 2nd pic was taken by big bro, n d rest was taken by me..

+my first experience using slr..+

errr, both of u jumping?

is dis my sista?

whatcha looking at?i bet i noe..hehe!

hey, i like d flower deco at d back ya..

bsanding kat umah

not enuf lighting duh..

green attire, mbok inn's faveret..

kazen mazen aka miak2 khatam..

dis pic specially dedicate to mien!jgn jeles yer, i skarang amik pic gune slr ye..hohoho!

heap of thanks to fam n frens...

*wink wink wink*

u r cordially invited! =)

waa..its been ages i din drop here..

im hvg my hurly burly day...

bz helpin out my sister with her wedding preparation..

n now i can say dat its not easy when we wanna held an event...

sooo many things dat we have to take care of..

from d biggest things to d super duper micro thingy..

but d best of all, when we r at dis stage, we unite as a family.. =)

and now, we r at 60% ready 4 d event..

n im here to invite u all 2 come at my sis wed..

here is d invitation card =) :

nama atas al wakil yo is vvip...mun xdo nyo, kejo x jadi bah..hehe!

saratokian, plz come ya..

but not at my place, ktkorg g dewan masyarakat saratok keyh...

to bro kamil, mbok inn pesan mun dpt, dtg k..hehe!

*wink wink wink*

hangin out at saratok's waterfront..err...

yesterday, i was very2 busy tidying up d house..

angkat barang, pindah barang...

x lamak gik my sis nak bsanding so i hv to tidy up wherever necessary..

and of course it was very dusty...

n am nearly get flu...

but thanks 2 scoots emulsion...im fine after dat.. =)

after d dusty scene was over, i decided 2 take some ride..

n i was never expected to come to a place dat was so called a saratok waterfront by me..

hehe...

here got some pic n of course my intention is to make bro kamil jealous... =) =)

sapo jak mpun perauk tuk oo..

maybe ctuk la bro kamil salu ngail udang.. =)

dewan penghulu yo nak?mcm lain jak dalam pic..

air pasang..mcm nak berenang tp x pande..

and of course, dat is me n imah...

then, not long after we took some pic, azan maghrib was on air..

so, we all went back home...

bro kamil, jeles x?

*wink wink wink*

=)

sweet sacrifice =)

bsempena dgn hari raya korban pada tahun ini,

aku telah buat pengorbanan yg xde la besar sgt..

hehehe...

aku telah korbankan sedikit masa..

and korbankan tangan aku yg ala2 'tomboi' ni..

tangan jak aa...yg lain2 still feminin okay..

jika bro kamil dgn ayam goreng berempah, kasmah dgn cucur cempedak, mien dgn pancake, nonoy dgn cheese cake n yarn dgn kek 'mpalet'...aku pun x mok kalah juak..

so, i decided to make an egg tart...

mula2 mcm susah nak buat..

but after some guidance from my mum, i did it!

seriously those egg tart below is my work..

me myself cant believe it...

hehe!

bcoz im syaryfah fazidawaty, i dont wanna make an ordinary egg tart..

so i make a blueberry topping on it...

yummy!

tadaaa!im done with it! =)

here i wanna thanks someone who oweyz encourages me to learn n indulge on my own cooking.. =)

u know who u r...

thank u sooo much!

many more cookin will come afta dis..

daaa...

*wink wink wink*

aku malas lagi..

i dunno y, balit jak aku d saratok,

aku cam malas jak nak update blog..

hehehe...

x tauk la kenak,,

lak mun dah rajin ku update keyh..

mien, jgn rindu zie sgt tau...

kasmah, buat le cucur lain plak..asyik cucur cempedak jer ari2..

okiezz...

daaaa...

no wink!

d previous me..

last nite, when i go thru my previous artwork, i found this two archaic poster of mine..

yeah, its my poster done at my 1st sem 1st year when im so called a design tech student..

where i mula2 berkenalan dgn adobe photoshop n illustrator..

what a great moment when i did dis poster, n print it A3 size..

but now, when i look back..

errr...what is dis?

is dis 4 real?

dis is my artwork?

really?

argghhh...biar bena...

teruk gile...

huhuhu....

but then, when im staring at it, i stop criticizing...

i forgot dat dis poster has its own meaning n value..

d title of dis piece is 'think outside d box'...

yea..dat is my face on d box...

n d box resemble my open minds to any resources...

any resources dat i need in being a creative people...

n last nite its inspired me to be more creative..

n it told me how important it is to be different from d others..

to have my own mark, style, illustration...

heap of thanks!

*giggle*

n note dat 2 hands in black colour there...

its my logo back in 1st year...

it resemble "s" letter...

d preliminary letter of ma name.. "s"yaryfah fazidawaty...

n dis is self portrait of mine..d vector-based me..

same goes to dis one...

still insist to feature d preliminary of my name there...

got see d letter "s" there?

hmmm..apparently now in 3rd year, i seem to lost my own style of illustration...

i think i have to go back to basic...

look back to my previous artwork where i featured my own style...

*blur again*

*wink wink*

2nd thought of me..

huhu..juz now i've been thru candidsyndrome webpage..
duh...headache aku seketika...

photoholicz mesti tauk what is dis website is all about..

who is 'saiful nang'..photomama and all stuff..

check it out at http://www.candidsyndrome.com/

dis website had inspired me 2 bcome a photographer..
a great 1...
n now i hv 2nd thought..

whether 2 further on animation or photography...
i cant dcide..

half heart mok further animation..
half quater heart mok further photography..

half + half quater = 1 n quater...
aihhh..lebih quarter heart aku dr org lain..

*sigh*

its crystal clear now im head over heels into photography..

wpun artwork xla best..
wpun xda slr or dslr or whatever photographer basic necessities..
wpun juz ada motorola v3x 2 megapixel...
aku x duli..im falling in love with photography...
im in love with photo manipulation..

but much appreciate if it left untouched..
n im keen to learn..

(background music: i did it my way by frank sinatra..)

camni tuk owwhh..

susah ati ku mok mdh ngan org tua ttg hajat di hati..

apatah agik mok bsadu ngan cik sal..
ada di ramus nya aku coz mok tuka field...
tp ilek lok cik sal..boh manas lok..

its not dat im goin to call it a day 4 my animation...
i was juz thinkin of my future after my graduation next year..(hopefully will grade on time!)

aku:
cik sal, im interested in taking master of photography..
whatdya think?
is dat possible?
is not dat im hate doin animation.. (but i really do!)
but i want to explore my abilities in pushing my art boundary...
doin different thing so dat i know where is my talent inclined to..

hmm..agak2 camya la skrip ku sbelum ku grade lak..
really hope 2 get positive feedback from her..

n my expected answer from her..

cik sal:

really?ohh..dats good!

but do u have any dslr?err...slr?

what's ur current megapix cam?

got any tripod?
what's ur strength shot?

duh..there goes me...huhu..

2d animator's tools..

lazy me..drawing 4 d sake of my future... =)

fellow toothpicks..

air ijo..mbok inn's faveret..
mystery man remains mystery..

since dat i mentioned cik sal's name, here is d scene where im waiting 4 her..its my consultation hour..

faculty scenery..view from 2d animation lab..

errr..is dis an eclipse?

4 dis stage, dis is what im capable of..

hope to get slr any sooner...

=)

daaa...

*wink wink wink*

d lazy me..

i dunno y, but lately i oweyz feel guilty for myself..

yeah, pra cipta 2 is still a long way to go..

but, im here at unimas din do what i supposed to do..

still, my progress was kinda slow...

what m i goin to do?

im self motivated, but dat is 4 short period of time...

maybe deep in my heart, am thinkin dat 21 of january 2009 is juz like wawasan 2020..

duh..what eppen to me?

syaryfah fazidawaty, plz wake up!

act up n do ur work!

no more last minute job done!

m i capable of doin those thing?

*sigh*

im blur..

no wink..

eppy bday to mr wan busrah..

today is 1st december rite?its my dad's bday! 1st december 1956..so he's 52 years old now but last nite when i wished his bday, he said he's no longer 52, he's 53...

biar betol abah tok..dah 3 kali anakanda kira k calculator, masih juak dapat jawapan 52..aihhh...

aokjak la...hepi bday yg ke 53 la ngan abah..lak mun gik juwak dipadah 52, mrajuk org tua tuk lak...org tua, jiwa sensitip bah...

(mun bena la kmk kira umo ktk 52...rugi aie abah, tua setaun ktk dr umo yg sbena...huhuhu!)

my abah telah dpaksa buat muka garang...hohoho!

abah, i know u keep on eyeing dat oris watch..but wait until i got employed, then i'll buy u lots of 'em..

dear abah, thanks coz being a fabulous dad in d world for me!

may Allah bless u with good health, wealthy n happiness...

love u abah!

Muaaahhhhh!

daaaa...

*wink wink*

lil cutie nadira =)

who'z dat lil cutie nadira?my mum's new daughter?my niece?my lecturer?my sister in law?no no...

or my own daughter?err...no,im still single n am not married ya..hehe!

+introducing+

*nur nadira*

5 years old, my neighbour's daughter, very chicky, hyperactive, got a cute curly hair juz like mine (but she insisted to make it straight one!)..

i dunno y lately, she's very close to me..

when it so called a holiday, im turning myself from full time student to a full time mama for nadira..

yeah, me myself cant believe it..

when im on my way home, she's there, waitin for me..

n d sweetest thing is, once she saw me, she will hug me n said how she missed me sooo bad!

n best part of all, she make me a welcome home wishes!

eventho its hard 4 me to read her handwriting but i know she put lots effort on it n i really appreciate it!

i dunno y she's very kind to me..i treat her juz like..hmm,how to say aa..im givin her an average treat..

coz b4 dis im so cold hearted n din care bout kids soo much

(since dat my younger sis was big oreadi..)

but now, she totally changed me..she light the candle n melted my cold hearted...

thanks dear nadira..muahh!

when im home, she will sleep with me, refused to back to her own place..

she want me to shower her, want me to comb her hair, want me to ready her meal, want me to spoon feed her meal n drink, want me to change her diapers n whatever mum's task...

at 1st, i din enjoy it dat much but then, i realize dat she wants me doin everything for her coz she trust me..maybe trust me as she trust her own mum?

i dunno..but now, i enjoy doin it full heartedly..for i know dat one day i will have my own daughter so i dont have any problem to adapt to my new situation later..hehe!

but now nadira is far far away...she is way back home to selangor,where she belong to..tp skejap jak, abis cuti skolah daknya balit saratok agik...

cant wait to see dis lil cutie..

pakei tudung tp pake baju seksi..hmm..

ngegeh eh...

frowning...x nak balik smenanjung...hehe!

my bday charm bracelet given by nadira..

i love her curly hair...nadira n her bro, irfan...

miss her sooo bad!

daaa...

*wink wink wink!