and i shine on.. *wink*: lil cutie nadira =)

Monday, December 1, 2008

lil cutie nadira =)

who'z dat lil cutie nadira?my mum's new daughter?my niece?my lecturer?my sister in law?no no...

or my own daughter?err...no,im still single n am not married ya..hehe!

+introducing+

*nur nadira*

5 years old, my neighbour's daughter, very chicky, hyperactive, got a cute curly hair juz like mine (but she insisted to make it straight one!)..

i dunno y lately, she's very close to me..

when it so called a holiday, im turning myself from full time student to a full time mama for nadira..

yeah, me myself cant believe it..

when im on my way home, she's there, waitin for me..

n d sweetest thing is, once she saw me, she will hug me n said how she missed me sooo bad!

n best part of all, she make me a welcome home wishes!

eventho its hard 4 me to read her handwriting but i know she put lots effort on it n i really appreciate it!

i dunno y she's very kind to me..i treat her juz like..hmm,how to say aa..im givin her an average treat..

coz b4 dis im so cold hearted n din care bout kids soo much

(since dat my younger sis was big oreadi..)

but now, she totally changed me..she light the candle n melted my cold hearted...

thanks dear nadira..muahh!

when im home, she will sleep with me, refused to back to her own place..

she want me to shower her, want me to comb her hair, want me to ready her meal, want me to spoon feed her meal n drink, want me to change her diapers n whatever mum's task...

at 1st, i din enjoy it dat much but then, i realize dat she wants me doin everything for her coz she trust me..maybe trust me as she trust her own mum?

i dunno..but now, i enjoy doin it full heartedly..for i know dat one day i will have my own daughter so i dont have any problem to adapt to my new situation later..hehe!

but now nadira is far far away...she is way back home to selangor,where she belong to..tp skejap jak, abis cuti skolah daknya balit saratok agik...

cant wait to see dis lil cutie..